Have you ever had your world ripped apart around you? Has the center of your life ever just been completely destroyed? Empty, hopeless, sad, depressed, lonely. Today has officially been the worst day of my life. Life, as i knew it, has come to an abrupt and terrible halt. 1 1/2 years of my life, for what? A heart filled with pain, a head full of stress and a handful of anger held in my chest? I spent a year and a half building my life up, making it the best i could, and like a rug ripped out from under my feet, my life came crumbling down. Get over it? I cant. Start over? I cant. Theres nothing i can do but sit here and dwell upon my lost dreams, shattered, by the hammer of love. Memories are all that remain. Painful, beautiful, glorious memories. My only option is to move forward, but I'm pulled back, by the memories. Oh the memories. I can't go on, for the sake of sanity I must, but I can't. Theres is nothing to move on towards, everything I had is in the past. Everythings broken, torn, shattered. What can I do?
(Do not take this post as a suicide letter or anything like that, just a painful look back at what once was.)
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Probably won't be the last time, either, I hate to say.
--Voice of Wisdom and Experience
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